When my husband first died, I felt his presence very strongly.
Some people will say that it was memory and give all types of scientific facts to back up their so-called data. Real men are very protective of their spouses and will hang around them during the early stages of the grieving process. The only thing that kept me going was the fact that we will see each other again. Life feels so empty at times without my loved one. The holidays are no longer fun especially with this pandemic that seems to be ongoing with no respite from this horrible disease. It is just a continuation of social distancing from your loved ones and family with no end in sight. We are social creatures, and I sometimes wonder what emotional damage will be the end result for all of us when all this is over.
I say join a grief group. Share your experiences with your group and get your validation there.
You will be able to tell if it is your husband or not. One thing for sure is that love never dies. This person’s essence will be with you even when you are struggling through life. Life isn’t fair and yes, I would be the first to admit, it is a struggle.