The Third Anniversary
The taillights disappeared through the cemetery gates.
I stood there holding a bouquet of white roses and watched them go. A black Cadillac Escalade. Brand new. Derek bought it in September. He told everybody at Labor Day that he got a great deal.
The gravel crunched under its tires. Then the sound faded. Then there was nothing but wind moving through the bare oak trees and a crow somewhere calling across the hill.
My phone buzzed.
I looked down.
A text from my son-in-law.
You’re a burden. Walk home.
Thirty seconds later, it buzzed again.
My daughter.
Don’t wait, Dad.
I stood beneath the gray November sky and read those messages three times.
The wind was cutting through my overcoat. It was thirty-four degrees. My fingers were already going numb around the stems of the roses.
I was seventy-one years old.
I was one hundred and ninety miles from home.
I didn’t have a car. I didn’t have a coat warmer than the one I was wearing. I had my phone, my wallet, a bouquet of flowers, and a bad knee that had been bothering me since the drive started at six that morning.
And I was standing next to my wife’s grave.
ELEANOR GRACE BENNETT
1955–2024 